pahadi meye..
years ago i met a girl.
a heaven girl.
who make me feel that i was special.
who make me feel that i was so important to her.
i was in school then and was holding a strong grip in literature in local daily newspapers.
i got influenced by the charms of togetherness and started writing about the beauty of life.
i realized how lonely i was.
my lazy moments were driving me crazy to move on.
i was very much strict to my principles,
but at last i obeyed my heart.
god was kind enough and that was a drizzling day.
i make a wish and touched the ray.
time passed by and i was getting deep deep into the relationship.
possessiveness built a wall between me and my logics.
i was losing my writing skills.
i didn't give a damn to the distance between me and literature,more precisely the newspapers.
all the time i used to give my best shot to act like a typical social human being.
each morning and night i used to pray to god to protect my love to bless my life.
well he must had other sensible jobs to done.
he took my brother away and somehow i discovered that i am the chosen one.
i became alcoholic and was scarred of rising sun.
another winter passed and i really dont know when i lost her.
one night i was trying to talk to the god.
as usual he didn't talk to me.
i was not getting any answers.
i was missing my brother a lot.
i decided to join him wherever he was.
i was very much prepared for this.
i left a letter admitting that no one is responsible for this.
but all kinds of attempts were might not so professional.
i survived with having a round black dark mark on my neck.
i closed my eyes and saw, the misery lady from my nightmares was coming back.
a heaven girl.
who make me feel that i was special.
who make me feel that i was so important to her.
i was in school then and was holding a strong grip in literature in local daily newspapers.
i got influenced by the charms of togetherness and started writing about the beauty of life.
i realized how lonely i was.
my lazy moments were driving me crazy to move on.
i was very much strict to my principles,
but at last i obeyed my heart.
god was kind enough and that was a drizzling day.
i make a wish and touched the ray.
time passed by and i was getting deep deep into the relationship.
possessiveness built a wall between me and my logics.
i was losing my writing skills.
i didn't give a damn to the distance between me and literature,more precisely the newspapers.
all the time i used to give my best shot to act like a typical social human being.
each morning and night i used to pray to god to protect my love to bless my life.
well he must had other sensible jobs to done.
he took my brother away and somehow i discovered that i am the chosen one.
i became alcoholic and was scarred of rising sun.
another winter passed and i really dont know when i lost her.
one night i was trying to talk to the god.
as usual he didn't talk to me.
i was not getting any answers.
i was missing my brother a lot.
i decided to join him wherever he was.
i was very much prepared for this.
i left a letter admitting that no one is responsible for this.
but all kinds of attempts were might not so professional.
i survived with having a round black dark mark on my neck.
i closed my eyes and saw, the misery lady from my nightmares was coming back.